WHAT I LEARNED FROM BEETHOVEN (December 19th, 2013)

This fall I decided to play through all of the Beethoven piano sonatas. There are 32, and consist of several movements each. My plan was to play through one a day after going through my scales and my obligatory Bach prelude and fugue. In reality, I wasn't able to practice every day, and some sonatas I tackled over several days. So, it took me about two months to go through them, from mid-October through mid-December -- about 600 pages of music in all.

Me being me, I went backwards, starting with his late sonatas, don't ask me why. Some of those final sonatas are like battles to get through, as Beethoven's OCD flares in all its glory, and the rhythmic spaces between the notes get filled in by smaller and smaller note-values as the movement progresses. So much ink on those pages. The earlier sonatas don't get quite as carried away, but that sense of possibility -- "the notes that lurk within the notes" -- is still there in even the earliest sonatas.

That's the biggest impact on me: learning Beethoven's sense of the rhythmic space inside the larger beats. The subdivisions within the subdivisions. Apart from the miracle of Beethoven's continual success at coming up with great musical ideas, cool gestures, and grand, inexorably unfolding melodies (and, of course, his mastery at developing all of these) -- this is the frontier that most caught my attention during this endeavor.

You see it especially in the slow movements, where a slow quarter note makes room for a huge range of rhythmic variety, as the beat's subdivisions are combined in various ways: 8ths, 16ths, 32nds, and even 64th notes. It's like looking at a water drop through a magnifying glass, and finding SO MUCH LIFE within something that seemed so singular and small. Yes, one quarter note can contain worlds.

I remember a performance of the Beethoven 9th at the Holiday Bowl under Leonard Slatkin a few summers back. I was struck at how slowly he took the slow movement, but then was...captivated. The slow pace allowed so many of Beethoven's details to emerge. Just like the rare monkish days when I purposely try to walk slowly about the house -- and suddenly seem to notice all kinds of things that are lost to me at a usual pace.

I have found my own playing very much affected by a greater sense of the subdivisions within the beats. At church, where I often improvise preludes, offertories, and postludes on various tunes, I have found myself making different choices than before. Often now there's more "subtext" beneath the melody, with some motivic gesture set up that divides the beat in a more complex way.

One of the best things about this is that my playing has more rhythmic integrity. It's not nearly as possible to rush when you're busy attending to the subdivisions of the beat. And even in music that is simpler, without lots of "excavation" of the space between notes, there's still a sense of the subdivisions that wait there in potentiality. So, one doesn't rush, as one might have before, because of the sense of those untapped but nonetheless "alive" subdivisions.

If you had asked me two months ago what aspect of Beethoven's composition would have impacted me the most through an immersion in his sonatas, I probably would have named his development of his musical themes. I'm quite sure I wouldn't have said "oh, Beethoven's attunement to the potentiality of rhythmic subdivisions." And I certainly wouldn't have guessed that the slow movements would have taught me the most of all about his rhythmic sense, since one stereotypically thinks of the fast movements as being the most rhythmic.

I'm hoping that this is a permanent "upload" into my musical being -- an increased respect for and awareness of the integrity of each beat, and the rhythmic "atoms" that comprise it. I've always said that one of the things I would most want to do in "heaven" is to sit down with the great composers in turn and ask them what they were going for in their music, what aspects they cared the most about -- what made them tick. Well, the conversation I've been having for the last two months has been admittedly one-sided, as Beethoven has done all the talking. But maybe he told me what I needed to hear.

HOBBIT TIME, ELF TIME, DWARF TIME….MY LIFE-CHANGING NEW SCHEDULE (November, 13th, 2013)

So this summer I was driving home from a long-enough vacation. How do I know it was long enough? Because I wanted to get home and work! I was driving along, and having relished nearly a month of "freedom," had this startling insight (at least to me): freedom isn't freedom if you're not doing worthwhile things with your time.

As one who has the luxury/pitfall of having largely unstructured days, I know how easy it is for the whole day to "go somewhere" and you don't know where. I have also tended to have an "all or nothing" approach to life -- doing what I "feel like" most of the time. The plus side: I put 110% of energy/enthusiasm into the things I get to. The down side: what if I never get to some of the really important things?

I got to thinking maybe I can do this like the Benedictines. But when I got home and looked up their schedule, with 3 am prayer times, etc., I decided to do my own schedule brainstorming. I was sitting there with a 11 x 17 paper and time Block A from 8:45 to 10:10, and then a 10 minute break, and then Block B...when Ryan walked by and said "No, this is not going to work." He looked at some of the things I wanted time for, like gardening and flowers, and said "Why don't you just start off each day with a couple hours of 'hobbit time'?"

I was instantly hooked. Yes, "hobbit time" would be 2 hours for the daily get-the-day-started chores -- feeding the birds and squirrels, watering the garden(s), weeding, pruning, making oatmeal and tea for me, other domestic-y, family-y things.

Then would come a few hours of "elf time" which I decided to define as "elevating time." Time for me to work on my own skills and edification. So, since mid-August when this all started, most days I have practiced piano for at least an hour, doing a complete scale regimen every day, along with sight-reading a randomly-chosen Bach prelude and fugue. Then I work on whatever repertoire I am currently attempting to "conquer." Thus far I've done all of Bach's English Suites and Goldberg Variations, Schumann's Abegg Variations, and am currently working backwards through all of Beethoven's piano sonatas. My fingers are so happy, and I am so happy.

After piano, I do voice! I'm almost kicking myself that it has taken me this long to figure out what steady application makes possible. Vocal breakthroughs that I "could have", "should have" had long ago finally are showing up naturally, gradually. Because I'm working every day.

After a lunch break -- and time for errands, or a brief computer check for any urgent emails -- it is "dwarf time." This is the time that most composers try hard to avoid. Facing the blank page, the unknown. I chose to designate this for "dwarf time" because it's when you enter into the dark of the "mine" and hope to strike gold. You just chip away. It's work. And eventually from the faceless rock, you fashion beauty. (Sometimes I remove myself to my church sanctuary, where there are less distractions.)

Since mid-August when this experiment began, I have written two Robert Burns settings for the Young Men's Ensemble of the LA Children's Chorus, two new carol settings for the LA Master Chorale's carols concerts this December, one and a half new original anthems for church, a long-awaited accompaniment for a Herbert Howells hymn arrangement, an a cappella arrangement of "His Eye is On the Sparrow," and extensive groundwork on my big Master Chorale composition project for this year, based on the poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins. Obviously compared to the prolific "greats" in the history of music, these accomplishments are tiny. But for me, steady output without procrastination is a very new thing. No nights of lost sleep, but yet, the music's getting written!

Finally, at the end of the afternoon, I turn on the computer (unless I was inputting music notation for a piece). I finally figured out that this was the culprit. If it goes on in the morning, it can devour the day. Click leads on to click, tangent begets tangent, and soon all will to do anything else disappears. So, "human time" -- when I correspond with humans, schedule church meetings, pay bills, send out invoices, check email, and yes, briefly check out HuffingtonPost and maybe Facebook -- gets its hour or two.

It is hard to exaggerate how different, and how much better I feel about my life since I switched over to this new ordering of the day. I feel in control, calmer, more peaceful. I know that I am spending my time doing what is most valuable to me, and that is a great way to have healthy self-esteem and to be really productive on top of it.

One thing I have mentioned to people since this all began, is that when it comes to regaining health and wholeness in one's life, there's no way to really talk about it unless you bring up toxicity. What is poisoning you? What habits and behaviors leak life from your life? I discovered that my relationship with my computer was my poison point. It ate up my days and my evenings when I let it. If I stayed up too late, then I started the next day tired and deflated. A designated time and purpose for my computer time has kept it from taking over my life.

A few years back I had come up with the idea of pretending to hire a staff to help me do all the things I needed to do. There was Donovan the gardener, and Esther the head housemaid, etc. etc. (The only problem, of course, was that I had to play each role.) I didn't know it at the time, but I was on the right track. What I did need was a division of labor. But what I didn't know was that I needed a division of time, a schedule, a routine! I have always been the most anti-routine person. In fact, I had a well-worn statement: To me, routine is death. Wow, was I wrong. I've finally learned that routine can be life! Because my routine is filled with the things I love to do. I love gardening, I love practicing piano and practicing voice. My mornings are filled with the things that give me life. It's my breathing in.

Then in the afternoons, I "breathe out." Having "filled up my cup" I dive into my projects and my commitments to the community. It isn't always fun and easy, but it's always worthwhile. I have a routine, and it's not death. It's life.

I'm my own gardener. I figured out what the weeds were in my garden, and I pulled them. I started giving myself big doses of water and sunshine, filling my life with things that made me grow. And, like a well-tended plant, it's not magic or rocket science -- it's simply the nature of a healthy plant to grow and to bear fruit. Hobbit time, elf time, dwarf time, human time. Sounds like freedom to me.

WRITING "PLATH SONGS"
(June 5th, 2013)

My "guru" Edgar Cayce had a term for God that I like: The Creative Forces. Usually when someone says they feel "close to God" at such-and-such a time, I have no idea what they mean. But maybe if they said they feel "close to the Creative Forces" I'd know exactly what they mean.

Toward the end of my work on "Plath Songs", there was an afternoon when I went to my church sanctuary for a change, to avoid interruption, and perhaps more importantly, to have SPACE to project creatively into. And to have a 7-foot grand piano to spread my 11x17-inch paper out on.

I was working on the as-of-yet-unconceived final stanza of the gorgeous poem "Blackberrying" when things sort of took off, and ideas started flying. I was drawing barlines and spelling out notes and counts as fast as I could, and I ripped through about 15 sheets of 11x17 paper in a single stream of work. It felt like my limbs were stretched out all the way, like I was sky-diving (something I would NEVER EVER do, by the way), catching wind like a sail. Or, more accurately, like I was a sail, but permeable enough that the wind could blow right through me. The piece just took off and I followed as fast as I could.

The closest I've ever felt to that feeling was playing Widor's Toccata on the organ, when your hands are going 90 miles an hour with sixteenth notes, and your feet are trumpeting out tremendous bass octaves in the pedal. You literally feel like you're flying, as all four of your limbs are spread out, transmuted, dissolved, spent into the power of sound.

This felt very similar, but with the added dimension of a clear sense of openness: Your core is open, with no protection, no crossed arms, nothing between your vulnerable center and all that is.

How can power and powerlessness seem so close to the same thing?

I'm sure that Plath, despite her moments of suffering, also had moments like this, if the inspiration embedded in her words was strong to invoke for me what might as well be called The Wind, or The Creative Forces, or God.

Or was I actually feeling, through the power of art, what she felt on the day that inspired these words: "From between two hills a sudden wind funnels at me, slapping its phantom laundry in my face. These hills are too green and sweet to have tasted salted. I follow the sheep path between them. A last hook brings me to the hills' northern face, and the face is orange rock that looks out on nothing, nothing but a great space of white and pewter lights and a din like silversmiths beating and beating at an intractable metal."?

 

 

 

 

 

 

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NEWS (posted 5/21/2014)

"Inscapes" -- Kirchner's latest commissioned work for the Los Angeles Master Chorale -- will be featured in LAMC's June 8th concert at Walt Disney Concert Hall. "Inscapes" is a Beethoven-inspired choral "sonata" in four movements, with texts from the nature poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins. The concert, entitled "Today, Tomorrow, and Beyond," also features newly-commissioned choral works by Esa-Pekka Salonen, David Lang, Francisco Nunez, and Gabriela Lena Frank. Tickets available here.

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Bio

Shawn Kirchner (b.1970) is a composer and songwriter active in the musical circles of Los Angeles.  In 2012, he was appointed Swan Family Composer in Residence of the Los Angeles Master Chorale. His choral compositions are performed throughout the United States and abroad in concert halls, churches, schools, and on radio, television (and YouTube!).  He is best known for his arrangement of the Kenyan song Wana Baraka. The Los Angeles Master Chorale has often presented Kirchner's choral works in concerts at LA's Walt Disney Concert Hall, and commissioned his 2007 setting of the Pablo Neruda sonnet, Tu Voz and his most recent concert suite, Behold New Joy: Ancient Carols of Christmas.  The Master Chorale's final concert of the 2009/2010 season featured a premiere of his "bluegrass triptych," Heavenly Home: Three American Songs, which received praise in the LA Times as "effectively" written works of "sophistication." Kirchner's pieces are published by Boosey & Hawkes, Oxford University Press, Santa Barbara Music Publishing, and Shawn Kirchner Publishing (available through this website.)

In addition to composing, songwriting has become a career focus for Kirchner in recent years.  His songs combine emotional warmth with carefully crafted lyrics, and are written in a range of styles including bluegrass, folk, country, gospel and jazz. Kirchner's bluegrass and country songs can be heard on the CD Meet Me on the Mountain, and his original jazz tunes are featured in club and concert performances of the Shawn Kirchner Quartet.  

Kirchner also maintains an active performing career as a singer and pianist.  A tenor with the Los Angeles Master Chorale, he sings regularly with the Chorale and the Los Angeles Philharmonic at Disney Hall and at the Hollywood Bowl in collaborations with the world's leading conductors and composers.  In 2013, he was part of the LA Philharmonic's tour to London, Lucerne, Paris, and New York that presented John Adams' staged oratorio "The Gospel According to the Other Mary," conducted by Gustavo Dudamel and directed by Peter Sellars. Under the Master Chorale’s music director Grant Gershon, he has sung in several Steve Reich projects, including two recordings for Nonesuch Records and a performance at Lincoln Center in honor of the composer’s 70th birthday.  Kirchner's solo work with the Master Chorale include singing in a small ensemble with Meredith Monk, as well as solo work in Ariel Ramirez’ Missa Criolla, Arvo Part's Miserere and Perotin''s Sederunt principes. Kirchner's work as a pianist includes many appearances with the Master Chorale at Disney Hall and on tour as well as free-lance work in recitals, concerts, and studio sessions.  Before moving to the Los Angeles area, he was a vocal coach/pianist in Chicago, and played for Neil Rosenshein’s studio at the Lyric Opera’s Center for American Artists.  Initially trained in classical music, his improvisational skills now encompass many styles.

Kirchner's growing list of TV/Film credits includes his work as music director/arranger for the 2004 CBS Christmas Eve special Enter the Light of Life, and his singing on a number of recent feature film soundtracks, including Avatar, Frozen, The Lorax, Horton Hears a Who, X-Men Origins: Wolverine, X-Men: First Class, Lady in the Water, and License to Wed.

Long active as a church musician, Kirchner is pianist/organist/composer-in-residence at the La Verne Church of the Brethren in La Verne, CA where he shares music leadership of a thriving program with fellow LA Master Chorale singer, conductor, and music educator, Nike St. Clair. He has served as music coordinator for several National Youth Conferences as well as providing leadership for many other Church of the Brethren national and regional events.

Kirchner was raised with his triplet brother and sister in Cedar Falls, Iowa. His principal piano teachers were Joan Smalley and George Katz, and Susan Beasley and Graeme Cowen were his mentors in choral music. He studied at Manchester College, where he earned a BA in Peace Studies under Kenneth Brown, and was mentored in songwriting by the poet/songwriter Steve Kinzie. He spent his junior year abroad, studying Chinese language, literature, history and music at the Dalian Foreign Language Institute in Dalian, China. He earned an MA in Choral Conducting from the University of Iowa, where he studied with William Hatcher and Richard Bloesch. In recent years, Kirchner has been mentored in choral arranging and music philosophy by Alice Parker.

 

ON THE CREATIVE PROCESS:

“An artist is never poor.” This empowering quote (from my favorite film Babette’s Feast) expresses what I love about the creative impulse: the ability to see big possibilities in small things. All it takes is a little moment in time -- the observation of a single, compelling human interaction -– and one can say “there’s a song in there.” All it takes is one melodic idea to clothe the first phrase of a poem, and the rest of the setting can begin to unfold.

I also love that this unfolding never has to be forced. Rather, it is a receptive listening that enables one to sense, little by little, what else is needed for the creation to be complete. With patience and attention to the significance of the smallest detail, the music comes into being. It is like the slow blooming of a flower, which would not even exist without the artist having “seen” its possibility. As Georgia O’Keeffe says, in another favorite quote of mine: “Nobody sees a flower, really, it is so small. We haven't time - and to see takes time like to have a friend takes time.”

 

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